it's time to say GoodBye.

gonna leave JB tomorrow..

i shall be happy to leave my home..

to survive my own..

or starting my new adventurous..

but then don't know why i'm kinda uneasy..

so many uncertain things..

troubling me..

the fears & worry is increasing..

hope everything is gonna be alright..

 really..

pray for nice roommates, nice facilities, nice mentors, tutors & lecturers..

& everything..

really really...

JIE WEN 18th birthday!!

my lover 18 ad!!

yeah..

it's my privilege to be the first celebrated your big day!!

but too bad..

it was also the last date before i go to negeri sembilan..

it's okay..

i'm sure we will meet again :D

we caught out a nice horror movie..

we had to admit that we don't know it is a horror movie previously..

hehe..

nice movie though C:

after that was the celebration!!

my dear jie wen was so touched when i served her the cake with a candle on it..

secret recipe chocolate cheese cake !!

& of course..

i sang the birthday song with my beautiful voice XD

we had a wonderful time together..

so the cake was really delicious..muahahaha..

these are just taking randomly...

in the end, i forced her to keep this recipe ( or rubbish? ) by writting some words on it..

cute jiewen really thought that her present was just a cake..

( although it was also counted expensive )

but of course i was reminded to give her more & more surprises..

& she finally received her present before saying goodbye...

haha...nice right??
i'm just the kind that can bring a lot of surprises..XD

"Happy Days" students~

finally finished all the editing task for all the photos..

seriously, is not easy to compiled 100+ photos in just 12 photos..

anyway..just enjoy :D

 

my no1 student, Dannel Piggy! 4 years old :D

 

above are the students i'm always taking care..

that's why they have more photos~~

eunice & tee ann are the most intelligent & hardworking students..

done all their works on time..

& even got extra time to do extra works...

they are really cute while they are sleeping~ zzZZZ

normally they will taking their nap at 2.00pm until 4.00pm..

such a peace & quiet atmostphere when they are sleeping..

kids are really the angels while sleeping blissfully~~~ 

i'm so to bed... -o-

 

my cute cute students~~

that's all for my 1 month trip at Happy Days..

what a nice experience..

agree??

matric matric MATRIC !!!

"" no entertainment but study..

life with only eat, sleep & study..

oh no...

the life in jail..""

I'm hate to say that..

but true..

i'm coming...unwillingly..

sigh..

if it is not from God..

i'm really really not willing to go..

( although now is still unwilling )

when i start to imagine the life there..

the fear is growing inside..

the place with 95% of Malays..

no nice clothes over there..

only got leather shoes, shirt with collar & sleeves, long black slacks..

1 floor with only two lavatories..

three meals per day in canteen..

no entertainment but study..

life with only eat, sleep & study..

oh no...

the life in jail..

how can i bear with it?

i know i'm always being strong & capable..

but the faith in me is losing bit by bit..

i just need more courage..

need more faith..

that can bring me through this big challenge..

my future college..=(

女人，加油吧！

outing!! part II !!

11.05.2011

today is my dearest lover's turn..

but too bad..

she just spare 3 hours for me.. =(

but indeed,

it was a short & sweet meet up C:

we planned to catch a movie...

but we changed our plan in last minute..

decided to spend our time in updating each other current life..

my brunch !! ( breakfast + lunch )

lover's lunch !

hot soup & sweet dessert !

 we spent the 3 hours in chating..

too bad we forgot to take photo together..

i think it will not be the last meeting before i further study..

because i promise to give her the birthday presents..

hehe...

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words after all~~

jie wen is just so different from shu xian..

she is a typical listener..

rational but sensitive..

understanding inside words from the bottom of my heart..

we chatted on girl's topics..

the atmosphere is so peaceful & quiet..

but outing with shu xian lighted up my passion..

towards the people..towards life..

that's why different kind of people makes up our interpersonal relationship..

anyway..thanks my friends..love you guys lotzz!! <3

outing!! part I !!

10.05.2011

a relaxing, enjoyable outing with xian..

we watched " Red Riding Hood"..

which considered as a nice movie..

with attractive story-line, unexpected ending & the handsome artists

I'm trying hard not to post any pictures of this movie..

but i really can't stop myself from doing so =X

seriously, i love peter more C:

but Henry also considered as a charming prince.

so this is one of the attraction of the movie..lol

we planned to chit-chat while having tea but who knows..
we were attracted by some nice goodies..

i just realized Padini is really a shopping paradise..

( when it is on sales )

i love the bracelets, earrings and necklaces..

and at last..

i bought this..

a simple, pretty, nice shoes with a bright shiny peach colour!!
it looks common but the one who wears it shall enhance its beautiness..
hehe..

love it so much..

but too bad..

i gotta hide it until my old shoes broken..

and i too..got another sandals..

i know i'm getting a bit too far..

for buying two shoes on the same day..=p

back to my mate,

we took a lot of photos..

thanks xian so much for showing her passion..

and igniting my enthusiasm to life..

have a nice meal & chatting time at Kim Gary.

we have taken pile of photos..

but wondering how is it possible that..

two young ladies with age of 18..

surprisingly, not knowing the skill of self-shooting..

what the...

somehow, we still got some nice one..

got feel right??

nice classic photo C:

conclusion, this is what youth called,

enjoy our life!!

soy sauce love

""  " ah moi, abang nak kahwin kau.."

" kahwin dulu, nanti baru belajar.."

"ah moi, malam tengok wayang ah.."

"wayang apa-apa pun boleh.." ....  ""

work as a 'soy sauce girl' yesterday..

what a cute nick name..

but then the venue is at..

 Taman Johor Jaya wet market..==

but luckily I still can bear the smell..

my working place is just a corner of a grocery shop..

to promote 'knives' soy sauce..

and my boss is a handsome Malay..

lol..but it's true!!

as he is a Sarawakian..

with white skin, big eyes and black brows..

haha XD

so i just called him 'abang' and he called me 'ah moi'

and this flirty abang( also the boss ) is the one who accompany me the whole morning..

and also another abang( the helper or worker) lah..

the boss is really...speechless..

he will just ask any of his customers

" ah moi ini cantik ah?"

" Ini ah moi saya, cantik kan?"

or when i got free time, he will say

" ah moi, abang nak kahwin kau.."

" kahwin dulu, nanti baru belajar.."

"ah moi, malam tengok wayang ah.."

"wayang apa-apa pun boleh.."

( apa-apa means Malay movies??==")

"pergi jusco ah?"

hmm..any of his classic sentences i've missed it??

never mind..

that's enough..

but no worries my dear,

as he was thinking to marry with 4 girls..

and i'm the 4th i think..==

anyway..is just a short love story 

as i'm just working for that 5hours..

still thanks my 2 abang for chatting, joking or flirting with me..

so that i won't feel so boring..

and by the way,

i probably broke their records for selling 42 bottles of soy sauce

within 5 hours.. 

muahahaha!!

so, who says only AUNTIE can sell soy sauce?!

lady also can promote and end up with a good sales okay?

haha..conclusion, is an enjoyable & relaxing task.. C:

i love 'Happy Days'!

"" the teachers are nice and helpful..

the jobs are challenging but relaxing..

the employee's welfare is good and complete..

the children are kind and adorable.. ""

it's

really happy working in Happy Days..

although it is just 1month and 6 days spending there..

the teachers are nice and helpful..

the jobs are challenging but relaxing..

the employee's welfare is good and complete..

the children are kind and adorable..

thanks for Rachel who willing to employ me for this short period,

thanks Teacher Hing, Mrs Wong for teaching me..

thanks Hua Pei & Si Ying be not only a colleague, 

but a friend to me..

I will remember you guys, my dear students :

Mu Zhe Yu, Leong Shi Kei, Dannel Yeow, Loo En Tong, Loo En Yi, Cheong Jun Xiang, Ng Xin Raye, Daniel Chua, Brett Goh, Gina Goh, Eunice Ngu, Tee Ann, Law Zheng Xin, Low Jia Xuan.

Hope I didn't miss out anyone of you.

Be somebody one day, I'm praying for you.

hope i'm able to upload all the photos over here..

 

 

 

 

 

离开，不该太悲伤。。烙印在心中的回忆，任谁也夺不去。。

RM5000 target reached!!!

"" miracles only happen to those who believe..

so I trust Lord will make nothing impossible..

and I will obey you..

follow your steps on the path you chose for me.. ""

Yes!

finally..

I'd earned more than RM5000 less than 4 months..

haha..

for working overtime for so many days..

and part time for so many jobs at the same time..

childcare centre, self-learning centre, merchandiser and do the income tax account..

it's all worthy!! C:

but I still wish to earn 1 more RM 1000 in the rest of the days,

before I further study..

haiz..really hope can get a fast earning $$ chance..

don't say I'm money face..

i just don't have much time in JB..

hope can get more pocket money by myself..

please God..just give me the chance..

just wanna try some roadshows and events..

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JPA scholarships will be announced next monday..

2 days later..

I've got the matrix to Negeri Sembilan..

but of course JPA overseas scholarship is the one i long for..

the one I think and hope for 2 years..

& pray for a year..

but who will give the scholarship for the one who only got 6 A+ ?

haiz..

miracles only happen to those who believe..

so I trust Lord will make nothing impossible..

and I will obey you..

follow your steps on the path you chose for me..

as You know what's best for me C:

hmm..I'm praying for the heart of obey,

and a strong heart..

to endure all the challenges and failures..

yep..

praying hard...

I HATE!

"" the life seems like so wrong to me.

how much you think i can bear?

how much pain you think i can endure?

how much and how much you think i can suffer?

with a poor, fragile and broken soul? ""

God,

i really cannot understand it.

what is your mighty planning in me??

i'm feeling so uneasy now.

with all your planning.

struggling all the way until now,

the life seems like so wrong to me.

how much you think i can bear?

how much pain you think i can endure?

how much and how much you think i can suffer?

with a poor, fragile and broken soul?

i wish to be like you.

but,

with all i know,

i'm not you and i can't be like you.

again and again,

receiving the failures in my life.

getting such a bad result in my once and only exam.

not-yet-solve problem in my relationship with others.

and the most i can't understand is connecting me with the one i try to escape with?!

how can You again, linked me with that person when i'd suffered from the mental stress in the past year just because of her?

and let me be under her again?

i hate it i hate all this!!!!!!!!

i hate all the planning.

the planning that push me into deep valley.

I'm despair.

God, let me be clear with you.

I HATE to be with HER!

i don't care what and how you mould me.

but I'm ENOUGH with it.

I'm not the child of the CHRIST.

I don't fit in.

I'm nothing.

Life is so unfair to me. I never be a whole.