little faith

I just realize how little faith I have now. This is the first in my life that I'm really testing and stretching my limit. It is just the feeling that I can be broken down any of the time. Like the rubber band keep on stretching and finally break. 
I know I shouldn't look at my own limit but to look upon God's limitlessness who will work in my life, work in this path that he has chosen for me. I know He definitely will work it out, I know He will exalt me one day, I know every statements in bible, I know His promise, I know I know.. But knowing it by brain doesn't sooth the burden in my heart. I always know God's love God's plan God's promise by my mind, and only now I realize my brain and heart can be totally separated. They are not always at the same side in every case, at least for now.
I admit I have such little faith in Him. I know I'm not much better as a follower. But Lord, please let me still hold on to your words :

He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." ( Matthew 17:20 )

It is you who given me this promise. I really have no idea what other efforts I can give to achieve a better result. I had given everything in. Lord, uphold me even I have little faith. Nothing will be impossible if I have this little faith in you. 

Dear Abba Father, I call upon your name and beg you, listen tentatively to the prayer from your precious daughter.

那个人

如果有那么一人，真的仔细的把你纳入在他的未来，那是种什么感觉？
如果有那么一人，愿意对你付出永远的真心，那是种什么期待？ 
如果有那么一人，对你的等待是无限期的，那是种什么感动？
如果有那么一人，让你能够联想的不只是热恋的浪漫，而是能够永远握在手心的幸福，那是种什么滋味？

Bangkok backpack adventure~ day 2

28.1.13
A relaxing morning having breakfast in hotel ( though it was just a sausage, 2 eggs & bread ). We hired motor taxi to bring us one round at that area, Saphan Khwai. It cost us 30 baht per ride.

We travelled by BTS Skytrain to Phaya Thai and by Airport Rail Link to Ratchaprarop, the second hotel we stayed, Siam Star Hotel. EY was alerted enough to get hotel's map and address for everyone in case we need to show the road to the taxi driver later. If I'm not mistaken, here is the town city of Bangkok, somewhere as happening as our KLCC. More shopping spree is going on today. We managed to get taxi agent to drive us free to Siam Paragon as some of planning to visit Siam Ocean World with promotion 700 Baht per ticket. We had our lunch at Siam Paragon food court, still trying some local food and we split.

bangkok backpack adventure~ day 1

27.1.13
Here I am, back from Bangkok & the very meaningful mission at Pulau Ketam. It's always good to serve people. Realizing it's already a week away from the first day at Bangkok, but still, every each scenes worth me to reminisce & put into words.