sombre

i'm just feeling distress and devastating

something inside of mine mess around

cannot feel the peace

nor can i express out the feeling

shadow of mine yelling so loud

but no one can hear in the silent dark night

things facing hinders

i'm stumble, again.

going back study life tomorrow.

is the beginning of another plight?

the way to avoid what was happening now?

or an opportunity to start afresh?

I don't know. 我不知道。わからない。I don't know. 我不知道。わからない。

那些年，我们一起追的女孩

to be honest,

i'm not fancy Giddens's ( 九把刀) collection..

and especially the way he cites a love story..

i read this novel long time ago

and i do have a negative impression about the book and the story..

this is the reason i first got a big shock when i heard about the movie.

thanks to my lover who dragged me for the movie.

indeed a very enjoying movie

especially when i'm giving it no big hope

i like it when movie criticizer point out the vital factor that bring such a victory to this movie

yea, it's true that we lack of high school movie

a simple, innocent and enthusiastic story

that stir our youth memory

the one that had been hidden deep in our heart

the bittersweet moment in our young age..

那段青涩的过去，是懵懂的我们，带着天真的自信，种下单纯简单的回忆。。

semester break

when i plan to

carry out my essential routines more details

eg: sleep 8 hours per day, bath thoroughly, eat nicely..

carry out my responsibilities

eg: help in house courses, practise my MUET, continue my jishuu and do my laboratory jotter..

carry out my hobbies

eg: play piano, update my mp5, mould my clay collection..

carry out my entertainments

eg: watch drama, catch out hot movies, post on blog, chat on Net, watching television shows..

carry out new activities

eg: compose new songs, travel to kl, lim teh with friends, swimming..

2 weeks break are definitely not enough..

aiks..can i have longer holiday??

やすみ～やすみ   i will like you more if you stop bragging..

time flies--first semester in KMNS

"" walking at dark alley alone

no electricity no water supply out of sudden  ""

i've done my first semester just a clip of eyes.

& i still remember the grumbles & grudges first i get into this place

there's no way i can imagine to be in a boarding college

with all the unexpected experiences

hanging around at college compound at late night

walking at dark alley alone

no electricity no water supply out of sudden

walking across the big field with cluster of stars above your head

getting use to the long distance travel from my hostel to college compound

and the most important

being the minority among people of not my race

but i'm getting pretty well

next semester going to be the best one.

I'm sure of that. C:

i think i started to love this place.

please, just be the first one.

that i would choose to keep in my memory

as a new beginning of my life.