韩 Korean BBQ

my belated birthday feast with my family,

together with the celebration of Mother's Day.

my second attempt of Korean cuisines.

first time is at Seoul Garden, City Square.

for me is not really worthy as the variety of choices are less.

this time i tried another Korea Restaurant at Taman Molek, Johor Bahru.

frankly speaking,

it was a very good experience aside the slight mistakes of workers.

the owners are Koreans with fluent English speaking.

they have 2 branches at the same areas

but slightly different interior design..

love。arranged marriage

i guess is not too young for me to have an in-depth meditation about marriage.

and i realise,

at every different age range

we see it from different angles with different conclusions and expectations

under the same roof

this post i'm gonna share more photos rather than words.

wish you the best

leaving

is just a way to force me let go.

leaving without saying goodbye

other than feeling dejected

only the breathing sound can be heard.

saying goodbye with a smile

believe or not,

time flies.

i've completed my pre-U course on Thursday.

not only God has transformed me to a mature lady

my spiritual development has shown substantial growth.

KMNS 

the first study environment i'll miss as i foresee

i'm always fear that something bad might happen before i graduate

made me choose to blot out the memory

just as my primary & secondary school life

Thanks God

everything went well until the moment i stepped out the college.

it might be the change of perception

but i feel so bless after all.

life is full of good deeds and good people.

a non-stop sharing with my family for 4 hours way back to JB,

i did appreciate the wonderful life spending for the past year.

 

i know i'll definitely miss the life there.

but i still have to move on.

to another stop right in front of my eyes.  

above left : cooking barley for my roommates, gold medal for Merentas Desa 3.6km, Battle of the Bands night

 center : playing guitar during free time with band mates

below left: Cluster C dinner, stretching after my jog

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"" some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while and leave footprints on our heart and we are never, ever the same. ""

blood donation ~ gift from heaven

"" just with a belief that,
to donate blood is a gift from heaven
having the ability to save life,
even though i'm not as great as our Heavenly Father ""




got my second attempt last Thursday.
i've been actively taken part in this activity until late to class : x


praying so hard Aunt Flo will not visit until the event is over.
people think i'm crazy when knowing i'm fasting that day.
but Thanks God my body is strong enough to hold me even i'm not eating.
if you ask me why am i doing so?
i do not owe an exact answer.


just with a belief that,
to donate blood is a gift from heaven
having the ability to save life,
even though i'm not as great as our Heavenly Father


not everybody is giving this ability.
people who constantly consume medicine,
people who have weak immune system,
people who have low blood pressure,
people who are under weigh,
people who have low haemoglobin content..
they are unpermittted to donate blood no matter how eager they want.


just don't mention the benefit that our body will synthesis new blood after donation,
you will not know what marvelous thing you can do to the needies by enduring just a little pain
i'm always proud to be a universal donor since i recognized my blood type.
and Thanks God i reach all the requirement 
even though my weight and blood pressure is right in the border.  
to me,
this is just a simple little thing i can contribute to the society.


blood is the treasure from God.
just when Jesus died on the cross and cleansed us with His holy blood
if you believe,
a drop of blood brings a new life :)

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trying hard not to think about the final exam.

just let me enjoy my last moments in this college & i'll strive hard!!

がんばります!!

sweet coincidence

if you ever been in a crush,
you should understand how it feels  :)

AGAIN. non-gentleman

i thought it's time to put off my mask.

letting u guys be a little bit gentleman

who knows none of you do care.

fine.

this will be the first time and the last time.

let go

i'm not pessimist 

but just allow me to post this

i'll surely be alright the next day.

yep

i lost.

not even enter final.

not counting how much time i've spent on it

not counting how much effort i've put in it

thx Goh for the small but warm shoulder

so sorry to wet it

thx ML for the big hug

telling i'm being loved

but where are you when you saw my teardrops?

watching like a stranger

with the cold deep eyes

what i hope is just an alright from you

but why are you refuse to say that

why are you looking at me as if none of your business?

it hurts

seriously hurt

i thought i can be tough

i thought nobody will reveal it

i thought you're the forever secret in me

but i just cannot help it

you choose to distance from me

when i need you the most.

i failed.

fail to see through you.

and is no longer a matter

as i'll put it an end

i never bear to let go

but the pain leave me no choice.

i hate the me denying how much i cared.

为什么我要自取其辱??

 

输 . lost

:(

我

很

伤心

上帝

我需要

就只是一

句

话 

是我

要求太多?

   

another sleepless night...

after all

it's something that i wanted so much
but i never ready for it.
how tough is it to show the true me in front of you guys.
i never wanted to hide it.
it's just uneasy to speak out my mind
when you don't even bother to ask
forcing a stiff smile even i'm not happy with it
worrying you might annoy or irritate by the true me
the grumbles the thinking the criticism the whatever are sedimenting deep in my heart
i'm suffocating
God, tell me how to face you with a sincere heart
i do envy them, even reach the stage of jealousy
sorry for sinning,
but i desperately long to be myself in front of you



why am i piss off with you?
who am i to rag on you?
i'm not God who judge people
so shouldn't i be frustrated just because we live in different ways
not in accordance of my expectation
i'm sorry



who say our country is having financial problem?
who say our country does not prepare enough education fund?
it's just you're not the chosen one
any of my friends here surely have a sibling who is studying overseas
it seems so easy
but i'm still here striving so hard hoping to grab that chance
even knowing it's impossible
after all
i shall learn that life is never fair  



he told me i looked exhausted
and he felt upset looking at my pale face 
thanks for being a good listener
i appreciate it, friend  :)

..it just happened yesterday..
  

yum'cha' at Library

we are not going library to study,

but yumcha ( drink tea )

the tea is not the normal tea but liquor!

wondering? confusing? 

so, this is the Library i mean.

a modern designed gastropub, an outlet located at Mount Austin!

my very first attempt to the pub.

it had incorporating thematic interior designs to create a conducive ambience for a nice wind down session

I do like the theme very much

using library environment to create their own identity and icon.

it was a Saturday night when my friends and I gave it a visit.

it's kinda disappointed there was no band performance though they do have full band set.

and according to my friend,

they don't really have a band performance so far.

we chose the seat at first floor rather than ground floor.

hoping a more quiet environment for chit-chating.

it was alright when the time was still early ( around 8pm or 9pm )

but it went noisy when it was getting crowded by people.

it was rather upset that we had to raise our voice while talking

not a high class pub with soft background music

but the music with strong bass did make me dance along

the Library served not only liquor but tantalizing food menu

rather than serving alcoholic drinks and pub grubs

they offered meals too

the price is affordable and acceptable

from left : peppermint, paraiso lychee ( RM 22 )

my first order of alcoholic drinks, paraiso lychee

very nice lychee fragrance

but apparently, I'm not used to drink

and it's a bit hard for me to enjoy it

male and female shared a lavatory

I've never been in other pub before

and i don't really know whether all other pubs having the common design 

but it did make me feel awkward seeing guys in the same lavatory

guessed I'm not the only one feeling uneasy

as the scenery of whole bunch girls self-capturing in front of mirror disappeared

but rushing out after using the facility

anyway, it is still a moderate place to hang around

but board game cafe, dessert house or min ge can ting ( cafe with band performance )

will be a better choice if you just order orange juice in pub

ku and yuanjun having a pool game

a gathering with ex-schoolmates

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