leaving
is just a way to force me let go.
leaving without saying goodbye
other than feeling dejected
only the breathing sound can be heard.
can't deny that i'm a little bit fancy you.
but thanks God i'm able to hold back
from confiding to anyone
hiding you deep in my mind
so that nobody will see you're the one i care
knowing you'd never bother.
but still
be there and praying to God that i might run into you for the last time
guess you'd never understand the joy and happiness gushed into my gut
once i spotted you
but you're too stingy to set your eyes on me
even just a second
only i can feel the downturn from excitedness
anyway,
i'm not the kind of girl who will keep pestering you to get you annoyed
i'm sensitive enough to understand your silence
and high pride enough
to turn away from you
for i know the throbbing will wear off one day
guess that's the only intersection in our life
after all
it ain't that bad clinging my love on somebody like you
an impossible guy for me
at least neither we will get together
nor will i fall on others easily
i can keep my status single as long as possible :)
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Is this me ur talking about yi ling? haha
ReplyDeletehaha,maybe. why dont just leave it suspend? :)
ReplyDeletemaybe?haha.
ReplyDeleteit sure sounds like me though. >_<
no way,we cant leave it suspended,it wont be fun. ahaaa :D