your presence in me

"" i know is Lord who sent you to me,

to lead me on the right path..

to gain back my trust to people which actually broken to pieces

after the setbacks and betrayal.. ""

your presence,

was unexpected..

your great significance to me,

was still a shock and unbelievable..

all because it just happened within a month..

like the lightning in the rain..

you're the angel,

appeared in my life for just a short period,

but transformed my life completely,

i know is Lord who sent you to me,

to lead me on the right path..

to gain back my trust to people which actually broken to pieces

after the setbacks and betrayal..

you looked through me from my eyes,

you know what's next

you understand my every single action

you said you don't get my language or signal

but in fact

you eventually understand me

better than i understand myself..

you're the first one and the only one i ever met..

that's the reason i attached to you..

and you know my greatest fear & forced me to face it..

you actually got such prominent power & momentum..

making me follow you words and wishes..

but you left..

you told me that we will still cross our path one day in our future..

i'm doubt on it..

you asked me to be strong and tough..

be as who I am..

and be brave to express my true feeling..

we had another bet..

and i wish i win the bet..

so that i will have you for the next 10 years..

friend,

i miss you so much..

and i doubt on the mutual feeling between us..

so what?

even you're not here with me,

your words and spirit are still with me..

all the time..

and you will see a new Yiling 

that you'd turned it over

during our next meet up..

JIE WEN 18th birthday!!

my lover 18 ad!!

yeah..

it's my privilege to be the first celebrated your big day!!

but too bad..

it was also the last date before i go to negeri sembilan..

it's okay..

i'm sure we will meet again :D

we caught out a nice horror movie..

we had to admit that we don't know it is a horror movie previously..

hehe..

nice movie though C:

after that was the celebration!!

my dear jie wen was so touched when i served her the cake with a candle on it..

secret recipe chocolate cheese cake !!

& of course..

i sang the birthday song with my beautiful voice XD

we had a wonderful time together..

so the cake was really delicious..muahahaha..

these are just taking randomly...

in the end, i forced her to keep this recipe ( or rubbish? ) by writting some words on it..

cute jiewen really thought that her present was just a cake..

( although it was also counted expensive )

but of course i was reminded to give her more & more surprises..

& she finally received her present before saying goodbye...

haha...nice right??
i'm just the kind that can bring a lot of surprises..XD

outing!! part II !!

11.05.2011

today is my dearest lover's turn..

but too bad..

she just spare 3 hours for me.. =(

but indeed,

it was a short & sweet meet up C:

we planned to catch a movie...

but we changed our plan in last minute..

decided to spend our time in updating each other current life..

my brunch !! ( breakfast + lunch )

lover's lunch !

hot soup & sweet dessert !

 we spent the 3 hours in chating..

too bad we forgot to take photo together..

i think it will not be the last meeting before i further study..

because i promise to give her the birthday presents..

hehe...

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words after all~~

jie wen is just so different from shu xian..

she is a typical listener..

rational but sensitive..

understanding inside words from the bottom of my heart..

we chatted on girl's topics..

the atmosphere is so peaceful & quiet..

but outing with shu xian lighted up my passion..

towards the people..towards life..

that's why different kind of people makes up our interpersonal relationship..

anyway..thanks my friends..love you guys lotzz!! <3

outing!! part I !!

10.05.2011

a relaxing, enjoyable outing with xian..

we watched " Red Riding Hood"..

which considered as a nice movie..

with attractive story-line, unexpected ending & the handsome artists

I'm trying hard not to post any pictures of this movie..

but i really can't stop myself from doing so =X

seriously, i love peter more C:

but Henry also considered as a charming prince.

so this is one of the attraction of the movie..lol

we planned to chit-chat while having tea but who knows..
we were attracted by some nice goodies..

i just realized Padini is really a shopping paradise..

( when it is on sales )

i love the bracelets, earrings and necklaces..

and at last..

i bought this..

a simple, pretty, nice shoes with a bright shiny peach colour!!
it looks common but the one who wears it shall enhance its beautiness..
hehe..

love it so much..

but too bad..

i gotta hide it until my old shoes broken..

and i too..got another sandals..

i know i'm getting a bit too far..

for buying two shoes on the same day..=p

back to my mate,

we took a lot of photos..

thanks xian so much for showing her passion..

and igniting my enthusiasm to life..

have a nice meal & chatting time at Kim Gary.

we have taken pile of photos..

but wondering how is it possible that..

two young ladies with age of 18..

surprisingly, not knowing the skill of self-shooting..

what the...

somehow, we still got some nice one..

got feel right??

nice classic photo C:

conclusion, this is what youth called,

enjoy our life!!

past tense

"" some of them increase their footsteps,

walk swiftly..in and out of my life..

some of them..

stay for a couple of time..

and too, walk away in the end..

nobody would stay.. ""

past tense..

yea..

people that passed across my life,

are always past tense to me..

some of them increase their footsteps,

walk swiftly..in and out of my life..

some of them..

stay for a couple of time..

and too, walk away in the end..

nobody would stay..

was it a curse to me?

walked to school alone and still, came out alone??

where are you? my love one..

the person that I care and I give out my heart?

...

ending up blocking me in the net..

this is what I get for the hard work of the past 5 years?

fine, I accept it and that's it for me.

F.R.I.E.N.D

"" when I try to treasure u..

treasure the friendship that lasted for these years..

I just found out u don't need me at all.. ""

 

What do these words mean?

I don't know..

and..I don't wanna to know..

It's hurt..

yea...deeply hurt..

was it my problem again?

when I try to cherish this relationship..a friendship

u just used me and abandoned me..

when I try to treasure u..

treasure the friendship that lasted for these years..

I just found out u don't need me at all..

at least from now on..

when I try to rebuild the relationship between us..

just as I said..

it had reached the end..long time ago..

I just refused to accept it...

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what is F.R.I.E.N.D ?