valentines~

"" this is the 18th valentine's day for me.

and also the 3rd valentines when I have a boy.

but..I never received a present..

for this 3 valentines. ""

I'm 18.

this is the 18th valentine's day for me.

and also the 3rd valentines when I have a boy.

but..I never received a present..

for this 3 valentines.

of course I felt disappointed..

I've think that maybe there is a curse on me.

or whatever is it.

As long as I used to it.

fully utilized my day with pile of works.

14 hours work when you're not around.

I leave my time with a group of children too.

is glad that they are so cute.

to fill up my empty heart..

haiz...

Chinese New Year NOT HAPPY =(

""3 days go same house with the same people..

no movie only television..

no fellowship only gossiping from, uncle auntie.. ""

Is Chinese New Year about wasting time?

Why am I feel so?

1 week almost past..

other than angpau..

I just felt my holiday is wasted...

haiz..nobody free to bother my request..

3 days go same house with the same people..

no movie only television..

no fellowship only gossiping from, uncle auntie..

so boring..

haiz...so how?

Going Singapore later..

to find my uncle auntie who live there..

hope everything gonna be alright..

sigh...

F.R.I.E.N.D

"" when I try to treasure u..

treasure the friendship that lasted for these years..

I just found out u don't need me at all.. ""

 

What do these words mean?

I don't know..

and..I don't wanna to know..

It's hurt..

yea...deeply hurt..

was it my problem again?

when I try to cherish this relationship..a friendship

u just used me and abandoned me..

when I try to treasure u..

treasure the friendship that lasted for these years..

I just found out u don't need me at all..

at least from now on..

when I try to rebuild the relationship between us..

just as I said..

it had reached the end..long time ago..

I just refused to accept it...

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祝我生日快樂 - 溫嵐