我只希望你懂。。

其实说不难过是假的，你的首选不代表非得是我的未来。生在这个国家，已经不在乎所谓的有没有资格了，你赌的是五年，难道我的何尝不是？甚至是我的一生。

A little happiness

I always have difficulty to start a new post though so many things were flashing through my mind. So this will be just a post of my little happiness, for seeking out a refuge when I'm down.

After all, I'm really grateful to have you going here and there with me. :)

感恩。珍惜

就是有这样的人，即使在很遥远的地方，还是记得保持联系，不管任何时候，任何事情，都可以很放肆很毫无掩饰的告诉他，却不担心他会逢人就说。。

doctor = future ??

Got the offer from UPU last Friday. I was offered Medic course in University Malaya.At first,  I was actually slightly dissatisfied with the result as my first choice was Dentistry course in University Malaya while that was my third choice.

There's a little girl in me

I thought it is just a simply desire for my childhood. But the same thought flashes through my mind these days. I've been so brave so independent for the past nineteen years and I thought that will be alright.

let's GAP- Miri Mission

Here we go! A group of youngsters from Full Gospel Church heading to Miri, Sarawak to start their missionary works for 8 days from 28th of June to 5th of July.

わたしはユイリンです

不知道到为了些什么，突然又决定写华文了。是逃避吧？华文能让我把部分的自己分割出来，保有那么一点点的自尊。

时间过得是出奇的快，很多时候，很多事情，说有多么在乎多么长久，可是唰一声，就什么都没有了。 

14岁的我曾以为，自己成熟了，谈场恋爱绝对不是问题，讨厌别人总把这个年龄的感情称作“puppylove”；

19岁的我却认为，现在这个年龄谈起恋爱还是太早了，离结婚生孩子还整整八九年。再拖个四五年才恋爱也不迟。

if and only the time can be turned back

if and ever,

I could turn back the time.

I will still make the same decision.

is just something sentimental..

I've been in downcast since the busy & hectic days. I know it's wrong thinking in the way, I felt being abandoned. After all, the camp just doesn't work & I suspect it actually worsen my condition. 

I wonder, if I'm in love with a guy who loves guitar so much, would I fall for guitar as well?

Joshua Band 约书亚乐团

the true worshipers of His from Taiwan which founded in 1998. I'm too embarrassed to admit that I've not heard about them even though I used to sing some songs of theirs & the songs they'd translated from English version. But I must say they are really awesome. So, I happened to grab the ticket to their concert last minute from my mum's friend. 

Q& A : when people says

: leave your pride behind & go after the guy you've crush on with 100% effort without giving up easily.

I say, I don't lose myself trying to hold onto someone who don't even care about me. Especially when I know the distance between us is immeasurable which higher than they sky & wider than the sea.

Never Had A Dream Come True