那个人

如果有那么一人，真的仔细的把你纳入在他的未来，那是种什么感觉？
如果有那么一人，愿意对你付出永远的真心，那是种什么期待？ 
如果有那么一人，对你的等待是无限期的，那是种什么感动？
如果有那么一人，让你能够联想的不只是热恋的浪漫，而是能够永远握在手心的幸福，那是种什么滋味？

Bangkok backpack adventure~ day 2

28.1.13
A relaxing morning having breakfast in hotel ( though it was just a sausage, 2 eggs & bread ). We hired motor taxi to bring us one round at that area, Saphan Khwai. It cost us 30 baht per ride.

We travelled by BTS Skytrain to Phaya Thai and by Airport Rail Link to Ratchaprarop, the second hotel we stayed, Siam Star Hotel. EY was alerted enough to get hotel's map and address for everyone in case we need to show the road to the taxi driver later. If I'm not mistaken, here is the town city of Bangkok, somewhere as happening as our KLCC. More shopping spree is going on today. We managed to get taxi agent to drive us free to Siam Paragon as some of planning to visit Siam Ocean World with promotion 700 Baht per ticket. We had our lunch at Siam Paragon food court, still trying some local food and we split.

bangkok backpack adventure~ day 1

27.1.13
Here I am, back from Bangkok & the very meaningful mission at Pulau Ketam. It's always good to serve people. Realizing it's already a week away from the first day at Bangkok, but still, every each scenes worth me to reminisce & put into words.

no more -teen. My birthday wishlist!

I'm almost 20
finally going to leave the '-teen' words behind
when I'm going to say goodbye to nine'teen'
four months being a university student,
to be exact is a medical student.
Still a very tough & stressful life for me.
But I'm giving my best to enjoy every each day.
At least I thank God for giving me good people around me :D

I don't really need anything for my birthday actually.
what I wish is just to spend time with the loves one.
My family, friends, buddies..
when you know yourself being cared & loved,
that's the most precious gift.

But still if I can receive presents, I would like to have this!

I just wonder if I can get a full sets of dress with accessories and even a pair of high heels! I'm gonna transform to a little woman soon. XP Grabbed the chance to window shopping at Berjaya Times Square and spotted this very elegant and lovely dress with special cutting. The length of skirt at front part is shorter where it extends longer at the behind part. Just suit my not so tall height, LOL. The price was slightly higher than what I will pay, with just normal quality clothing, so hopefully I can get a better one with same design and a more reasonable price.

My Crocs sandals got to say goodbye with not until one year age, which I received during my last birthday, a bit heartache, partly because this sandals really brought great comfort to my feet when I have to walk most of the time during my pre-U and Uni life. Since I need to walk for another 4 years, it will be great if I can get another one.

I need a new watch seriously! If anyone really observant enough, I'm using rubberband to stabilise the belt of my watch. And the originally white-based is more to yellowish now. Realizing the trend of E-shop having different kinds of products from different countries, and they always promote their websites by giving free mailing & bla bla. I think I just need a wrist watch with good quality for me to last for the coming few years, with maybe fancy design?

haha, these are the main I guess. The rest, maybe a stainless steel water bottle? more environmental friendly & less harmless for health :)

and a very strong, sustainable ( for strong wind and rain ) UV-protected umbrella?

Since I want to transform, guess it is the time for me to start learning how to make up, LOL. No worries, not the smokey eyes, just a simple make up. I shall start with basic foundation and blushes for a more even tone and bright looking. Face care is inevitable at this point i think, have to put more effort in doing mask already. 

Lastly, I really feel like changing a new hair style, hoping a nice & stylish one! Not sure wheether to dye, perm or cut it. Just wait and see :D
Going bangkok soon, looking forward :D

welcome to UM

It has been two months doing as a university student. Hey yea, I'm proud to be a UM student here, one so-called the top university. Anyway, that's not the main object, I just realized three months flies since my last post, oh gosh, it's really with a blink of eyes. And it actually indicated another fact that, I have been very very busy, seriously tied up for the past days. Thanks God I'm finally released from that hectic study life, temporary.

prayer

It's almost two week I've been in Cambodia.

I know I supposed to share more about the experience here but I just couldn't.

有点烦躁。。

又是一个人在家，可是这一次是故意的。

说是沉淀心情为明天做准备，其实只是想自己好好emo,释放情绪。家人都去赞美之泉的演唱会了，是应该跟去的，但是我真的没有心情，虽然昨天去看了真的很享受。妈妈真的软硬兼施，还搬出来wmm说我应该去学学，然后第一次庆幸我已经退出了，所以也真的逼不了我。其实我是真的不想因为自己的坏心情，破坏了音乐带来的快乐。何况那张票这么珍贵，与其给我这副行尸走肉，倒不如给真的愿意享受其中的人。

我只希望你懂。。

其实说不难过是假的，你的首选不代表非得是我的未来。生在这个国家，已经不在乎所谓的有没有资格了，你赌的是五年，难道我的何尝不是？甚至是我的一生。

A little happiness

I always have difficulty to start a new post though so many things were flashing through my mind. So this will be just a post of my little happiness, for seeking out a refuge when I'm down.

After all, I'm really grateful to have you going here and there with me. :)

感恩。珍惜

就是有这样的人，即使在很遥远的地方，还是记得保持联系，不管任何时候，任何事情，都可以很放肆很毫无掩饰的告诉他，却不担心他会逢人就说。。

doctor = future ??

Got the offer from UPU last Friday. I was offered Medic course in University Malaya.At first,  I was actually slightly dissatisfied with the result as my first choice was Dentistry course in University Malaya while that was my third choice.

There's a little girl in me

I thought it is just a simply desire for my childhood. But the same thought flashes through my mind these days. I've been so brave so independent for the past nineteen years and I thought that will be alright.